This is a somewhat fictional account based on my experiences. Lots of the details, dates and names have been changed, because I felt like changing them.
Beware: The contents may not be appropriate for all audiences. If you don't feel comfortable with the words Sex, Sperm, or Mucus, you may not want to read it aloud to your 6 year old. Also, it is LONG. Sorry about that.
January 1: So this is it. We have been having unprotected sex for a year today and now we are a officially an infertile couple. We have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. With a specialist. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to see some stupid doctor. I don’t want to deal with this. I’m nervous. Can’t I just get pregnant so I don’t have to deal with this? Ugh. I hate facing my problems. But Richard is sick of me moping around and figures we ought to see if something can be done. Humph. Darn him and his decisive actions.
January 2: Well, we had the appointment with a fertility specialist. We told a man we don't know all our most intimate secrets: Yes, we have been having unprotected sex for over a year. Yes, I get my periods regularly. Yes, we are pretty sure we are doing it right. Richard was cracking jokes like he discusses his sperm with strangers every day. The doctor reviewed our test results with us, pointing out the problems and discussing options and treatment in a very soft, pleasant voice, but what he was really saying suddenly hit me all at once. This isn't a fluke or a quick fix or a simple problem of intimacy. We can’t get pregnant. We can't get pregnant. Not without some really serious intervention and the chances are pretty crappy even then. The air in the room started to feel thick. My ears got heavy and I couldn't swallow. I had to dig my fingernails into my palm to keep myself from falling right through my chair into the hole that opened up in my heart.
How can something be wrong? I’m healthy. I've always been healthy. And I want kids. People get pregnant all the time that don’t want kids. Shouldn't those who want them get them? All I want to do is be a mother. How can this be happening?? I feel like I have been betrayed by my body. I've had to deal with the pain, inconvenience and anxiety of a period for over ten years and it was all for nothing? I can’t seem to think anymore. My hands are shaking so bad I can barely type. What are we going to do? What am I going to do?
January 27: Ok. So we are infertile. Whatever. That doesn't mean we're sterile. Who does that doctor think he is anyway? I went to the library and checked out several hundred books on fertility and read them all. Now I’m not sure if the source of our problem is a vitamin C deficiency, hormones in our chicken, not enough breaths of fresh country air, or my choice in laundry detergent. I guess I'll have to read some more. Richard tried to convince me that all the girls he knew in high school who spent all their free time reading were not the ones who ended up pregnant.
February 12: We started a cleanse that I am really hoping will boost our reproductive systems: Beet Root and Molasses. I, for one, am really excited about this! But I think Richard might want to kill me. It is clearly a testament to how nice he is that he is both eating the beet root and not complaining about it. We have also started a vitamin regimen, and a very strict exercise schedule. We are going to have the most well functioning bodies the world has ever seen! I am not ready to give up yet!
February 28: Got my period. I don’t know how long it is supposed to take before my body starts functioning like the perfect machine that it is supposed to be, but I am starting to suspect the cleanse was a dud. Stupid beet root. I wonder if Richard would be above going to a witch doctor?
March 3: Am I being greedy? My life is good. We have so much. I love my husband. Shouldn't he be enough for me? Shouldn't our love be so complete and all consuming that I never need anything more? I really, really love him. But it’s like there is this whole separate compartment of my heart set aside for loving a child. Because it is not getting used it is dying from the inside and spreading to the rest of my heart like a disease. And it seems wrong for me to feel this way. Which makes me depressed. I am such a mess.
- Rub the belly of a pregnant woman. (That seems like a service they should really be charging for.)
- Drink the same water as someone who is pregnant. (Tomorrow I will be sneaking into my local Lamaze class and going to town on their water bottles.)
- Pluck the feathers of a hen during the new moon, and then spread the feathers in a circle. Have intercourse on the full moon feathers and you will conceive. (Also, you will get feathers up your bum.)
- Capture a little dirt from where your man of choice man has walked (without his knowledge) and bake it into a cake that you both eat. This will ensure that you carry his child. (And will ensure that you both eat dirt, which adds excitement to an otherwise boring meal.)
- Stand in the rain in view of a rainbow for a full 10 minutes. Sleep with the wet clothes under your pillow for two weeks and then wear them again during intercourse. (And what man isn't into moldy, smelly, wrinkly clothes?)
August 29: Our case worker has told us that we shouldn't just wait to be chosen by a birth mom, we should actively try to find one of our own. It's a good idea, but we're not really sure how to do that apart from approaching pregnant women on the street. And I don't think they would appreciate that much. Richard suggested going to a local bar and buying drinks for young girls, but I told him that wasn't even slightly funny and smacked him on the arm.
August 30: Saw not one but TWO teenage girls buying pregnancy tests at the store today. I spent several minutes nonchalantly following them around trying to figure out how to tell them that I wanted it if they didn't.
September 26: Still waiting. Our case worker likes to remind us that this can sometimes take up to 3 years, so I am trying to be patient. And I am failing fantastically. In my head I know that we have not been in the adoption pool long, and that waiting is part of the package, and that it won’t be forever. My heart, on the other hand, thinks that it already has been forever. And it is not interested in listening to reason.
October 18: Went out to dinner with my college roommates Every month I listen to them talk about being pregnant and giving birth. Which is fine. Just because I have a problem shouldn't mean they have to watch everything they say. Tonight, however, someone said, “There is nothing worse than being pregnant.” I wanted to punch her in the face. I still want to punch her in the face, but I really try not to do that to my friends anymore.
I really like my title for this post. The rest of the post is going to seem like a disappointment after a title like that. So don't get your hopes up. I'm not really going to tell you loads of potty training war stories. Because no one really wants to read about cleaning poop off of things. Do you know how hard it is to clean poop off of walls? I do. I wish I didn't, but I do.
Potty Training in my experience is like one step forward, one step back, over and over and over again for the first few days or weeks or months. You just think you are making progress, and then they come and tell you gleefully that they peed in the kitchen.
I think what makes potty training so hard is that you have to rely almost solely on your own smarts. Actually, that is what makes everything about parenting hard. You can read all these books, and get all this advice from your mom and your neighbor and your Aunt Beebop, but then you actually try all this stuff out and it doesn't work. All of these clever parenting tricks don't seem to work on your Borg baby. Even when you do find something that actually works to calm him down and get to him sleep, he adapts to it, so it won't work a second time.
In a world where anything you want to learn is available instantly, somehow, as a parent, you are still basically left to your own devices. You know how you want your kids to turn out, but how to get there from here is a complete mystery. It is like trying to make a cake without a recipe, after watching a couple of cooking shows. "Well, I remember them putting in some flour, and I know I want it sweet, so let's throw in a few spoonfuls of sugar. Hmm, what else? Maybe milk? Oh, I know! Eggs! All the best cooks use eggs!" And then you still feel like something is missing so you go online and look up advice on cake baking and you see someone has written a book about how important it is to bake the cake for the right amount of time and you read several blogs on the different techniques to test doneness.
Very interesting reading, no doubt, but ultimately useless cuz you don't know what you are doing! Actually, the whole cake analogy totally doesn't work, because all you really need to bake a cake is the recipe, and THERE IS NO RECIPE FOR PARENTHOOD!
Sorry. I didn't mean to yell. I got mad because my analogy is lame.
Every single step of parenting is a mystery, and even on your second kid none of the same stuff works so you are still just as clueless. A cat will just fall alseep anywhere, but a baby will scream and scream and scream despite your rocking and your bouncing and your singing and your sanity rather than fall asleep. What is that about?
And THEN you have to teach your kids to use the toilet. Sometimes I can't believe we are really expected to do that. It really is madness.
Everyone always says that girls are easier to teach to use the toilet than boys. I always thought that was because girls are smarter or less stubborn or something. BUT NO. It is because when a girl sits on the toilet to pee, the pee goes in the toilet. When a boy sits on the toilet to pee, the pee can really end up anywhere. ANYWHERE. And you can try having him stand up, but that can be just as much of a crap shoot - literally - and you just simply have no control over events! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Again. Sorry. I lost my temper. I shouldn't yell at you like that.
But I've also learned that if I don't give up and just keep sticking them on the toilet they WILL make progress. That is the miracle of life. No matter how hard things are, if we keep plodding along the best we can and sitting on the toilet from time to time, things do work out. And sure, just when everything starts to look up, you find a tiny pair of superman underwear full of poop hiding in the corner of the bathroom. But you count your lucky stars that you found them in the bathroom, and not hidden behind the couch like last month. And maybe next month you won't find any poopy underwear at all. See, there is always hope for the future.
Now if I can just survive the next few months of bodily waste and washing underwear everything will be swell!
Today, while playing a little Pre-Bedtime Hide-and-Seek, it was Colin and my turn to count and Colin counted to 7, by himself. I was like "What? Colin! You're Counting!" (I'm so eloquent sometimes). But here was the beautiful part. Colin's "F" sounds like "ps" for some reason (Superman psies, he wears shoes on his pseet, he eats with a psork, etc.) so his counting was like this: "One, Two, Bee, Psore, Psibe, Psis, Pseben (cuz one he started making the "ps" sound, why stop?)."
Such a cute little smarty.
Also, I started potty training him this week. He peed in his potty about 20 times today. Just a tiny little dribble everytime. I feel like I spent my whole day in the bathroom. Which, as you know, is my favorite place to be.
Richard got better and look what happened?
At this point, my heart and soul really feel like we are done in here, but my brain keeps screaming at them that we are not. Nobody ever listens to my brain though. It rants and rants all the time and my face just sits there with a blank expression plastered onto it like usual. Here are the things my brain insists we still have left to do:
ONE:
TWO:
THREE:
FOUR:
FIVE:
SIX:
SEVEN:
EIGHT:
NINE:
So that is where we are right now. Yesterday was Saturday and I had big plans for all that we were going to finish but then it snowed and for some reason we didn't finish anything. I don't know why A led to B, but I know that it did. Snow has repercussions we sometimes to don't expect.
And That's All Folks!
Hello my friends. No doubt you are all extremely curious about the state of my bathroom. Or else you forgot all about it. I did seriously considering lighting the room on fire, but then I would have to keep going all the way downstairs to use the bathroom in the middle of the night. And arson is wrong. So they say.
Words are hard. Less Talky, More Picture. Here we do:
We finished this at about 11:00 pm on a Tuesday. Which almost killed my husband. The next day he was so sick he couldn't get out of bed. Strep throat, the doctor said. I didn't know that remodeling can give you Strep, but it turns out that it can, so beware.
With Richard sick in bed that left me to do all the mudding, texturing and painting by myself. I started to wonder if maybe he got sick on purpose. It was all just a little too convenient.
For example, Tiling:
BUT I did regret it. A lot.
I thought big tiles would go in faster. But they don't. They are big and hard to manage and heavy and immature and unwieldy! And that Herringbone pattern was tricky. And doing it on the diagonal was insane. I wanted to come up with tips and tricks to make tiling easier for any of you who feel inspired to follow my example, but the only advice I have is DON'T. Just don't tile at all if you can help it. It was hard. And it took FOREVER.
I decided, back when I still had energy, that I wanted to stencil the walls.
Here is how the bathroom looks today:
And I'm stuck. My favorite bathrooms all have patterned walls. We picked the colors and I painted the base coat and then put one piece of stencil up and Richard said "No. Strike that. Reverse it." I had to agree with him, so I bought more paint and repainted all the gray walls a lighter gray, with a plan to put the darker gray on top. But I started thinking the dark gray would be too dark and I didn't want the color contrast in the design to be too severe, so I lightened up the gray and that is how it turned out.
I DO like it. And if it was easy I'd be like "Boo Yah!" (which I can totally pull off) but I'm not completely in love with it. And for how time consuming it is, and for how crazy impossible it is to get into the corners, I'd really like to love it.
So that is where we are now. I really don't know what to do. What is it I don't love? Richard thinks the pattern is too busy, and he thinks a darker gray WOULD look better. Maybe he is right? I don't know. We looked at wallpaper, but didn't find anything, and looked at some more stencils online and found some we liked, but will we like it when it is done? I don't know! It actually looks quite nice in the picture. Maybe I am stressing myself out for nothing?
So what do you think? Should I keep going with this stencil? Should I repaint and start over? Should I give up? Should I light the house on fire like I want to? What would you do? I should point out, after you give me your heartfelt opinion and advice, that I probably won't listen to it. Please give it to me, just don't be hurt when I completely ignore it, which I will.
Ah bathroom, my old foe, will we ever be friends?
Any of you who "Would Not Hurt A Fly" should probably just turn around and leave right now. The contents of this post are extremely violent and may offend those of a gentle nature. Because I had to turn the water back off which meant climbing back down into the hole under the house with the spiders and this time I was armed. This time I brought a Blow Torch.
This is what I looked like:
Daddy Long Legs are naturally camouflaged to blend in with their webby surroundings which makes it impossible to distinguish spider from web. So I burnt it all with extreme prejudice. I could tell when I got a spider though. Did you know that spiders spark when you light them on fire? It is kind of awesome. And then I found some big spiders. A bunch of them, over in the corner. And they didn't just spark when I hit them, they made an audible popping sound. Which was satisfying in a kind of evil way. And scary way. The noisier my massacre got, the more scared I was of retribution. I kept imagining Shelob climbing out from under the house to get me. Maybe it was guilt. All I know is the more I killed the more anxious I was to run away. So I did. I had barely begun my Arachnid Armageddon, but I felt the wrath of the Spider Lords building against me and I climbed back out of that hole as fast as I could. I still sort of expect them to come for me in the night to get their revenge. I mostly deserve it, don't I?
Anyhoo, here is how my bathroom looks now:
So how long has it been since our inspection? 3 weeks? And I thought the room would be done by now. Heck, I thought the room would be done 5 years ago. Why is it the last few weeks are the hardest?
Oh, wait, I know why it is the hardest. Because there is a TOILET IN MY BEDROOM. You think my room was bad before, you should see it now. It is stuffed with power tools and huge tracks of insulation. I have got to get this bathroom done or I might have to set all my stuff on fire!
I actually might do that anyway.
Colin just brought me the tablet he had been playing on and said "This makes me crazy."
I'm gonna have to watch myself with this one. He's going to be one of those that will repeat everything that I say whether I want him to or not.
He has started saying " ___________Saves the Day!" (insert Super Hero of your choice). His favorites are SoupMan (Superman) Batpan (Batman) or Webs (Spiderman). He is nuts about superheroes and loves to watch the old Batman movie from the 60's, the original Superman cartoon from the 40's and Spiderman and his Amazing Friends from the 80's. And he is always quick to tell me that Superman flies, but Batman and Spiderman swing on a rope. It is important to know the difference.
The first thing Colin said when he woke up from his nap today was "Me have Superman elbows." I said ok and he said "Me have Superman nap."
Harrison loves to count. He can count to 100 and loves to do it and once he starts don't expect him to stop until he gets to 100, cuz he won't. Even if you really, really want him to.
Stupid Responsibilities. Stupid Valentine's day. I just want to get that silly room drywalled, but Richard needs to put in the faucet stuff for the bathtub and a 2nd sink first. And there is just no time. If I don't do something, we won't even be able to paint on Saturday.
I really try not to fret about stuff, but this kind of stresses me out. Every minute I feel like I should be doing something else. Like right now for instance. Now that we are so close to being done with the bathroom it feels farther away than ever and if we don't hurry and finish it it is going to set back the rest of our plans for the entire year!!! And Ruin The Rest Of Our Lives!!!!!
But I've got valentines to put together, and dinner to make and a treasure hunt to come up with, because it wouldn't be valentine's day without it.
Still, there is good news. We turned the water back on upstairs which means I can use the washing machine again. Hooray. Laundry. Now I get to spend a few hours folding clothes tonight. Colin is happy though, cuz his Superman shirt is clean. And I guess it is nice to have clean underwear again. We sort of put off turning the water back on, because it means one of us (me, because I am trying to be nice for once) has to crawl through a small hole down under the house, into a den of daddy long legs to do it. I've never really been very afraid of spiders, especially not daddy long legs, but it turns out if there are enough of them they can be scary after all.
But I'm glad I have a house to crawl under. I'm glad I have running water to turn on and off whenever I can work up the nerve. I'm glad I have clothes to wash and an indoor electrical washing machine to wash them in.
And on that note, I will go make dinner. Because while I might be able to eat cookies for every single meal, my kids need protein and nutrients and what not. Soilent Green it is! Bye.
Here is what is going on with me right now:
1. Today, now that I've curled it, my hair looks like Steven Tyler's. The question is, is that a good thing or is it a GREAT thing??
2. Colin has just started saying his name: "Nawin". And he started saying Harrison's name which sounds almost perfect. He called him "House" for a little while, and before that just called him "Him". It is so fun to hear his tiny voice say Harrison. And, while he used to say "Maman" to refer to the Dark Knight, now he calls him "Batpan" which makes me laugh every single time he says it. He is in the other room right now, singing the Batman song, "Na na na na na na Batpan! Na na na na na na Batpan!"
Oh my gosh, it is hilarious.
3. I made a huge batch of Sugar Cookies today to give away for Valentine's Day, based on the recipe that is supposed to be just like Paradise Bakery's Sugar Cookies, and they turn out really not great. Harrison spit his into the garbage and asked why I made the cookies taste so gross.
4. And my bathroom looks like this:
Shepherd's says that our Tile will be in on Thursday, so I was kind of hoping to start installing it this coming Saturday. But we've got to paint first and before that we have to mud the walls and before that finish drywalling and we also need to plaster all over the plaster walls to make them smooth and even with the drywall.
So maybe I'm a dreamer. Whatever. I get my hopes up and have them crushed on a weekly basis. All part of the remodeling process.
I know that right now what I should do, to make my dreams a reality, is get up there and cut some more drywall! But what I think I'm gonna do instead is go veg on the couch for a while, and watch some "How I Met Your Mother". I hope Future Elesa forgives me.
See what I spent the day doing?
To Tile.
Much to my surprise, Richard said he is fine with all the design things I want to do in the bathroom. I'm sure it is not the manly toilet retreat he was hoping for, but he's letting me have my way anyway. All he wants is to have a say on what the tile is like. I graciously accepted his terms.
So here are some of the tiles we are considering
We got these tile samples from Shepherd's Carpet in Spanish Fork. This is the 3rd time I have brought home tile samples and they still don't even act like I am annoying.
We were thinking light colored tile for the bathroom floor, and dark tile for the shower. Our very favorite is this limestone,
So in the end, what did we pick? I don't know yet. Stay Tuned.
But I do know that going to the tile store with Superman and Santa was both eventful and educational.
Well. It happened. The inspector came and did his inspecting and not only did we PASS, we passed with Flying Colors! Color were literally flying right out of my face so hard it was awesome.
And what that means, boys and girls, is that we can now put up insulation Anywhere We Want.
Before we can put up insulation though, we need some spacers. I don't know why. Air flow or some other fancy thing. This is really no big deal, we just have to cut some wood into 3/4" x 2 & 1/2" pieces.
I have many flaws, but the one that gets me into the most trouble is that I am impatient. I don't want peanut butter M&M's tomorrow, I want them right this seconds. I don't want to wait for Richard to come home and cut the wood for me, I just want to figure out how to do it myself. Richard says first I need to rip down some of our 2x4s to be 3/4" wide. Ok. I can do that.
Today's nemesis, the table saw.
First I needed to figure out which side I should I sit on while cutting. Does it even matter? Then it occurred to me to sit on the side opposite from where the saw dust comes flying out. Thank you for that, brain!
Now I've got to move the guide so that space between it and the blade is 3/4 of an inch.
This table saw comes with a handy ruler, but what the heck good does it do to have 0 be way over there on the left? Wouldn't it be better if zero was at the blade? I do not understand. The only way I can see to know how much space I have is to go like this:
HOWEVER, while I was standing on my head I suddenly had a moment of clarity. I am probably going to cut my fngers off. How about I just DON'T use spacers at all? So that is what I'm gonna do! The End.
I know this has been a very useful post for all of you. But this has been my day so far, and it only seemed fair to share it with you. Meaningless dilemmas like this are how I like to spend my time.
I should get to work though. I am very excited. Still, I seem to be having a really hard time getting started. All I can do is sit here rubbing my hands excitedly together, and that never built nothin.
Check back in tomorrow. Maybe I'll make more sense then.
I know. You're tired of my posts already. Sorry 'bout that. It was bound to happen. I'm a little hard to take in large doses. Just ask my kids. But how can you walk down this remodeling road with me if you don't get to experience my Saturday?
As I type, Richard is upstairs, right above me, pounding on something. It is really distracting. I've tried telling him over and over that I am trying to BLOG, and could he please just hold it down? Rude.
Actually, I feel really guilty, sitting here typing while he is upstairs working and answering Harrison's millions of question, which never stop. I keep asking if I can help but all he said he needed was for me to put on my yoga pants and walk around for him.
Probably shouldn't have told you that.
Let's go see what he is doing, shall we?
I guess I'll just have to sit here watching videos of fat cats stuffed into small boxes until he has something interesting to show me. It is hard work being the idle documentor.
OR I guess I could go clean the bathroom out. It is not as noble, but just as necessary. It needs doing and I might be just the girl to do. TO THE BATHROOM!
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I'm back. Cleaned the whole bathroom out. There was a lot of crap in there. Not literal crap. I guess crap is the wrong word to use if I'm talking about a bathroom. Let's just say there were a lot of "various items of questionable usefulness" in there. Especially all of this stuff.
and where do you think I put all that stuff? You guessed it! In my bedroom!!
Living in this house has been a study in moving things around. We are constantly moving things from room to room when we need to work on something and our stuff is in the way again. Seriously. There are boxes we have moved 20 times or more. I think that is why I love throwing things away so much.
Anyway, Richard finished the air return. Tada!
And then he secured some wiring that was insecure.
Then we put in one more box for a light fixture
So now if we get some supplies: insulation, expanding foam, drywall, cement board, tile, and stuff to make a shower pan. then we can get started as soon as the inspector leaves.
I don't know how to express my happiness. Imagine something like this:
Richard called and talked to the permit people. When he told the lady his situation, she laughed. She said that she too thought it was a ridiculous fee, but because we hadn't included a valuation of what the project was going to cost us, they had to figure the fee based on the most expensive bathroom remodel they've approved, which I'm guessing was Liberace's.
So we gave them our valuation and the gave us our new fee: $151.06. Phew. That is more like it. That is what I had been expecting. So I paid the fee through their spiffy new online service and requested an inspection and now we have to wait until Monday to see when they can come and inspect. Will it be next week? Will it be next month? Oh, the suspense is killing me! I may just have to go and pick out some tile to distract me.
I'd sort of like to show you some inspiring bathrooms at this point, but I am hesitant for two reasons
1. I'm afraid to show you my inspiration bathrooms because our bathroom won't look as good and then you'll have something to compare it to and say "Well, they tried."
2. I don't actually get to decide what the bathroom looks like. It usually feels like women who are remodeling their homes and blogging about it can do whatever they want and their husband neither gets a say or even has any idea that the remodeling is happening. That is not the case with me. My husband cares. He has his own opinions. And I can fall in love with pictures of bathrooms until the cows come home, but in the end we have to pick stuff we agree on which TAKES FOREVER.
3. I talk too much. Irrelevant, but somebody had to say it.
But who cares! I'll show you some pictures anyway! Beautiful bathrooms for your Saturday! I saved these pictures before I ever signed up for pinterest, so I don't know where they came from. I am very sorry.
I'd always thought that I preferred a modern decor style, but after looking at thousands of pictures, I realized I was wrong. I prefer something more traditional, a little contemporary, and a little bit glam.
See? Gorgeous. I LOVE that bathroom. But it would be pretty impractical with two little kids who excel at destroying things.
What I really want is something like this:
Ah. So pretty. So functional. So bathroom-like. However, what I want only counts for 50% of it. What does my husband want? What does my husband like? And will we ever be able to agree on anything?
TIME TO START THE NEGOTIATIONS!
We got an email from the City and our permit has been approved! Hooray!
Now we just just have to make a small one time payment of $1191.88.
WHAT. That fee is rediculous. Something nefarious is happening at the city offices!
I called the city offices and they told me to allow at least 2 weeks for the permit to be made up. I'm trying not to be hugely annoyed, but it is cold in my house. I would really like to get some insulation in. Course we HAD a permit at one time, but I guess it was taking too long to make any progress, so they lost it or threw it away or something. Again trying not to be too annoyed. It might not make any difference for how long it would take now anyway. In the past our city inspectors have always been very easy to work with, so I'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt. In that I doubt they are doing it just to be mean. So let's talk about something else.
Today I've been looking through several blogs about organization. Lots of good ideas, and pretty pretty pictures of neatly organized, clutter-free rooms. They are nice. And in comparison to some of my rooms, hilarious. Let's take my bedroom, for example. I'm going to take a picture now, because Richard just cleaned his side of the room and it may not look this clean again for another couple of years.
So now, lets turn around and look at the other side of the bedroom:
Oh, It doesn't look that bad in the picture. But still! What IS all that?
Against the other wall we've got more boxes with some shelves that are going to go in the bathroom, and a crib that I just don't know if I am going to need again or not. And I have no idea where to put it in the mean time.
So, yes, sometimes I laugh when I read people's blogs. So I take a break from the internet and read a book for a while. I like to keep a few handy by my bed.